December 31, 2005

What is the goal here?

I was reading a post over on The House Church Blog along with the coments and thought I'd make a comment myself. I decided to add more here. Before you go any further, read Roger's post and the comments posted there.

Ok, I'm assuming you read it ALL...ha. Now here's my comment and some more:

Great comments Roger and all... I wholeheartedly agree.

It seems like we spend much time designing the nursery and forget to make babies. It's the love affair between Christ and me that overflows into the community, both to the believer and to the pre-believer. It's how we are to be known to the world, as beloved hence, lovers. For me, it's just keeping my heart on-track, being led by His eye, rather than by "...bit and bridle". And, if my love affair with Him and His kids is unbridled (pun intended), then babies should be the natural result.

But from there it becomes within community where the full radiance of His beauty is to be reflected. We are designed as such, to be an incomplete reflection of Him without community. And so it becomes a dual track, one of encouraging those within the fellowship to grow in their giftings and walk in them - to reflect rather than introspect, and to reach out from community to the pre-believer.

Right now I'm at a point of pondering that if we are to be known by our love for each other within community - what does this mean? How am I to love? What are pre-believers to be drawn to? Sometimes it seems that if I were to respond to every need within the fellowship, there would be no time for my neighbors. I'm feeling that, as I mentioned in my previous post, my life - our lives - have insufficient margins to be able to do all the loving we are to do. I'm too busy tending to my "stuff". My life has become so insular, like most living in the U.S.

A friend suggested watching the movie, "The Simple Life of Noah Dearborn". Here's a link to the trailer.

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I'll let you know when I see it. Any comments?

November 05, 2005

Update

Wow...I'm really doing well at this. I just looked at the blog and realized I haven't posted since March. No margins in my life, eh?

Since we moved here, we looked for those who might be meeting in their home but to no avail. We don't have the umph to start something in our own so we began visiting local "legacy" churches. I like that name for them. I think I saw it for the first time in Felicity Dale's, An Army of Ordinary People.

We finally found one where we felt God wanted us to stay for more than one meeting. It's a small 4-square church with perhaps 20 adults and about the same number of kids. Typical of most small churches, we are financially struggling to make building payments and a few people in the fellowship have recently lost their jobs, sadly due to other believers in their workplace. Most here have a deep walk with God (I guess that's my view of it). And, there is a real sense of community here. Along with prayer on Thursday nights, we usually get together with some of the folks during other times of the week.

I think that a lot of this job loss is something that God is using to bring us together with more of a sense of community. Someone jokingly said, "Gee, maybe we should all sell our places and move in together!" I thought to myself that it probably would be where God was pushing us but i didn't vocalize the thought. I'm wondering if this is a part of a path to seeing the power of God.

...more later, ha...who knows when that might be.

March 19, 2005

Just an update

I know, I know...it's been too long since I've posted anything here so there's a lot to catch up on.

I didn't get the job and we didn't relocate to Kansas City. My company asked me to apply for a position in New Jersey. The family took a vote and they would rather move to Afghanistan. But since my territory has become quite a bit smaller now, from 8½ states to 5 to primarily the Front Range of Colorado, from Ft. Collins to Pueblo and a secondary market of Albuquerque, we felt compelled to move closer Denver. We are going to move to Castle Rock in a couple of weeks. It'll be fun to see what Papa has in store for us there. We looked in several areas around Denver, but really got a sense that this is where we are supposed to be.

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I know, Castle Rock looks a bit modern, but were were looking for a place that was upscale from where we had been living. At least the train stops here. And wow, would you look at that COVERED taxi. Beats riding home on hay bales holding an umbrella. You can see the castle-shaped rock in the back-right of the photo. I'm really going to miss my old country friends. Hope the folks here are friendly. Where we live now, if you don't wave when you meet someone coming from the other direction, you hear about how rude you are either at the coffee shop or the barber's, whichever comes first. I think Castle Rock may even have two barber shops not to mention the factory outlet stores. I knew this move was gonna cost me, having 3 teenaged daughters.

Another change is that I had foot and ankle surgery in February.

Ss284340_2 Got stepped on by a cow, helping a friend round up 200 head that got out after someone cut a fence. Worked like crazy to get them all off of the railroad tracks and got a bit too close to Bessie when she put it in reverse. Those girls don't have back-up lights, ya know.

I get the cast off next Tuesday for which we'll all be grateful. I am ready for a stand-up shower and a good scratch and everyone else is ready for me to wash my foot!

'nuff for now.

November 27, 2004

...in due season.

We're still waiting to hear about the promotion I applied for. It’s difficult giving it back to Papa every day, usually at least a few times a day. We were together with friends last Sunday evening and one friend, Larry - a rancher/farmer, mentioned that due to the damp weather, he still had much corn in the field to be picked, about 6 circles. That’s over 700 acres. It usually takes about a day to pick a circle of corn. This is a guy that asks Papa what kind of crops to plant. He’s been known to stop planting one crop and go back and plant another in the same field because he sensed Papa telling him to. His obedience is always a lesson to me of a HUGE faith.

Anyway, Larry said he had been feeling a bit anxious the past couple of weeks because it had been a long time since he was still picking corn into Thanksgiving. Understand, this guy runs a 12 row combine with a GPS and sensors that tell him how many bushels per acre he’s getting and the moisture content of the corn as it’s coming into the combine. He and his family have more cattle than I have pennies in my penny jar. He can tell you what parts of his fields need more fertilizer, water and prayer. Sounds like a lot of control, but when you get down to it, he’s still reliant on Papa.

I remember a picture on the cover of an old Discipleship Journal. The Journal was focused on prayer. The cover art was a painting of a farmer looking over plowed and planted fields at a few clouds in the distance. The inference was that he was praying for rain …waiting for Papa to move.

Last Sunday morning I was reading a bit of Come to Papa, by Gary Wiens. In the chapter, The Nurturing Father, Gary quotes the words of David in Psalms 145:15, 16:

The eyes of all look expectantly to You.

And You give them their food in due season.

You open Your hand

And satisfy the desire of every living thing.

Gary goes on to say:

You see, the Father’s plan is to give us all things in the right season. There is a perfect timing that the Father has set in His own heart for the release of all things. He will release everything that will be for our blessing, our maximum pleasure, and glory. God is absolutely focused on maximum glory for Himself, and His strategy for this ultimate glory is thorough beautification of His sons and daughters. He will present us to His Son, our Bridegroom Jesus, perfectly prepared, radiant, and dazzling as His Son’s counterpart, His crowning glory.

When I read these quotes to our little group, Larry and I decided we can wait. For this story, we can wait.

As I was getting ready to post this, I came across a Ford commercial that kind of speaks to this …everything in its perfect time.

October 14, 2004

Roger's Heart

During the HouseChurch Conference in Denver, I had the incredible joy of meeting Roger (see the comment to my last blog).

In just few short seconds, prepared by reading his blogs, I fell in love with this man's heart....I just love his heart. I could see that it had been broken by the things of life, but there's a radiance of Papa that just shines through the cracks. Sadly, he doesn't live next door, but I marvel at the elove he is able to communcate. Ooooh, elove, is that a new word? And, our new friends, Chris and Marti. Funny, they're on opposite coasts. Guess that puts our family in the middle of the brackets (family), kinda like a big hug. Love you guys! Oh, by the way, remember that Saturday the 16th is National Boss's Day (well, in the US anyway).

September 26, 2004

Extended Family

I've decided that instead of trying to do book reviews, conference reviews and movie reviews, I'm just going to pass along our current events as they pop up. A friend said of herself the other day, “...I've found that I just live in the moment...” I thought about that for a while and decided that perhaps that's me, too. Scary when quick comments like that can change your perceptions of your self.

I shared that with my wife this evening and she started laughing. I thought that I had completely missed it and that she saw me much differently than I saw myself. She said that she was laughing because her best friend and her husband are so much alike.

About 6 years ago, Papa gave me a nudge that he was going to ‘enlarge my territory’ and stretch my tent’. That was before “The Prayer of Jabez” became popular. About a year and a half after that, I got a job that covered an 8 ½ state territory. Lot’s of opportunity to pray as I drove around my territory. Sometimes I would be so overcome in prayer I would have to pull over and cry.

Recently, I applied for a promotion that would require our family to the move to the Kansas City area from our little rural town in Colorado. It’s a move that my wife and I have been praying about for a couple of years. I’ve only had a preliminary interview for the position but it’s been amazing to watch Papa change the hearts of our 3 daughters still living at home.

If I don’t get this new position, things will still change for my territory. I’ll have a different manager and will now only have two states. Having only two states would be good for my business and allow more time to concentrate on fewer accounts. Still, it’s change, and our fiscal year ends September 30. So with these potential changes and all of the end-of-fiscal-year demands, I’m feeling a bit on edge. I emailed our new friends Chris and Marti and asked for some prayer so I could get focused on Papa. Here’s Chris’ reply:

Bill,

As I write this, I'm sitting here watching Gladiator. Maximus is in the ring and he has been surprised by the extra distractions and entanglements of Tigers, and soldiers sent out after him. Just when he is in position to strike at his opponent, a tiger leaps forward from the concealed entrance below him and attacks. I suppose that's how you're feeling right now.

If we were able to mix the axioms of Larry Crabb and John Eldredge together I think it would come out as: "We need to put first things first, and second things second" and remember that there is a "Bigger Story".

"For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." 2 Co 4:17,18

Anyway, Maximus is about to fight for Rome, so I've got to go

Chris

Don’t ya just love Papa’s body?

September 07, 2004

National HouseChurch Conference

We are recovering from the National HouseChurch Conference in Denver. The speakers were great. John Eldredge and his partner Craig McConnell were keynote speakers, exhorting the group toward redemptive communities, remembering our mission, "to bring good news to the afflicted; ... to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to captives and freedom to prisoners."

Neil Cole and Curtis Sargeant rounded out the program with more encouragement than I could take home.

There were numerous vignettes from people around the world that God is using in various ways for his Kindom.

And of course, Tony and Felicity Dale were...., well, Tony and Felicity Dale. Seldom have I witnessed such well-connected believers who are just there for you.

Now for the best part - sharing meals and prayer with new friends and e-buddies. WOW. What a beautiful group of people. He is truly more gracious than I could ever imagine.

August 08, 2004

Prophetic Untimeliness

Os Guinness begins this recent (Oct 2003) work with the thesis:

By our uncritical pursuit of relevance we have actually courted irrelevance; by our breathless chase after relevance without faithfulness, we have become not only unfaithful but irrelevant; by our determined efforts to redefine ourselves in ways that are more compelling to the modern world than are faithful to Christ, we have lost not only our identity but our authority and our relevance. Our crying need is to be faithful as well as relevant.
My concern is constructive rather than critical. The need of the moment is not simply at attack a problem but to embody a vital and practical response.

In a previous blog, I note Francis Schaeffer's Age of Reason and a need for cultural relevance. Now Father drops this work from Guinness in my lap.

There are three sections to this work cultivating a reasoning and operation behind what Guinness has coined from C.S. Lewis as resistance thinking.

The first section, The Tool That Turned Into a Tyrant lays out how much of the Western world has succumbed to the tyranny of the timepiece. While I was living in Micronesia, I went down to visit friends teaching in a Bible school in the Chuuk islands. Watching me constantly check my watch, a student poignantly asked me, "Bill, why do you always bow to your wrist god?" In a culture that is event oriented rather than time oriented, I became the anomaly, showing disrespect by checking the time, even if we weren't finished visiting. You see, in event oriented cultures not driven by the timepiece, you begin when you get there and you finish when you run out of things to discuss. Almost always, food was in there somewhere.

It is in this context of incrementing time that the Western world has eventually concluded that the present is better than the past and the future will be better than the present. This has left us with an ignorance of the past and a worship of the future. C.S. Lewis referred to this as "chronological snobbery."

Section 2 later this week.

July 15, 2004

National HouseChurch Conference

I just received an email today that the Early Registration discount has been extended to July 25. Also, if you register a team of 5 or more, the price is $100/person. Here's the link to the Conference Website.

See you there!

July 12, 2004

Truth and Cultural Relevancy

Over the weekend I stumbled across an old book by Francis Schaeffer, Escape From Reason. As I began to peruse through it, I was again startled by the timliness of Schaeffer's writing. Escape was published over 35 years ago.

In the Forward to Escape From Reason, Francis Schaeffer says,

Every generation of Christians has this problem of learning how to speak meaningfully to its own age. It cannot be solved without an understanding of the changing existential situation which it faces. If we are to communicate the Christian faith effectively, therefore, we must know and understand the thought-forms of our own generation. These differ slightly from place to place, and more so from nation to nation.

Schaeffer goes on to explain that, “there are characteristics of an age such as ours which are the same wherever we happen to be.” From here, he outlines a history of Western thought and the effects on society.

Toward the end of his book, Schaeffer summarizes by saying:

There are two things we need to grasp firmly as we seek to communicate the gospel today, whether we are speaking to ourselves, to other Christians or to those totally outside.

The first is that there are certain unchangeable facts which are true. These have no relationship to the shifting tides. The make the Christian system what is is, and if they are altered, Christianity becomes something else. This must be emphasized because there are evangelical Christians today who, in all sincerity, are concerned with their lack of communication, but in order to bridge the gap they are tending to change what remains unchangeable. If we do this we are no longer communicating Christianity, and what we have left is no different from the surrounding consensus.

But we cannot present a balanced picture if we stop here. We must realize that we are facing a rapidly changing historical situation, and if we are going to talk to people about the gospel we need to know what is the present ebb and flow of thought-forms. Unless we do this the unchangeable principles of Christianity will fall on deaf ears. And if we are going to reach the intellectuals and the workers, both groups right outside our middle-class churches, then we shall need a great deal of heart-searching as to how we may speak what is eternal into a changing historical situation.

It is more comfortable, of course, to go on speaking the gospel only in familiar phrases to the middle classes. But that would be as wrong as if for example, Hudson Taylor had sent missionaries to China and then told them to only learn on of three separate dialects that the people spoke. In such a case, only one group out of three could hear the gospel. We cannot imagine Hudson Taylor being so hard-hearted. Of course he knew that men so not believe without a work of the Holy Spirit in their hearts, and his life was a life of prayer for this to happen, but he also knew that men cannot believe without hearing the gospel. Each generation of the church in each setting has the responsibility of communicating the gospel in understandable terms, considering the language and thought-forms of that setting.

In a parallel way we are being as overwhelmingly unfair, even selfish, towards our own generation, as if the missionaries had deliberately spoken in only one dialect. The reason we often cannot speak to our children, let alone other people’s, is because we have never taken the time to understand how different their thought-forms are from ours.

As one of those called to be “in the world and not of it”, I wrestle with the liberty given me and how to apply it, not just in a cognitive fashion but where the feet meet the street.

Last week in talking with a group of men, all Christians over the age of 35, verses from the Bible were discussed regarding our liberty as believers in Christ. As I later reflected on these verses I now discovered myself to be significantly acculturated to the evangelical “country club”. My heart and my mind don’t want to admit it, but my language and my lifestyle belie it.

This is why I believe works such as Jim Petersen’s The Insider are so important to me, and hopefully others. Roger Thoman has an excellent ongoing review of and comments on this book at The HouseChurch Blog. Both the book and the accompanying workbook are well worth the investment for anyone who is seriously thinking about how to impact the world around you. While you're at it, read Petersen's Church Without Walls. It gives an introduction to those who feel that there is more to being a Believer than meeting behind the four walls of a church building.

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